Anhedonia the Musical

Artist, MtF, Queer, vegetarian, & body mod addict.

Nothing is real except the present, and already, I feel the weight of centuries smothering me. Some girl a hundred years ago once lived as I do. And she is dead. I am the present, but I know I, too, will pass. The high moment, the burning flash, come and are gone, continuous quicksand. And I don’t want to die

—Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (via virginalmusings)

(via mortem-syreni)

anarchafeminist asked: Hope you're doing ok. xoxo

I’m getting there. It’s going to take time. Thanks dear, it means a lot. <3

Trying to be present.

I’m trying to be present and focus on the here and now. That’s what she always did and that’s why she was always so happy. I have a feeling it’s what she would want us all to do right now. Love you Katie.

In shock

So the person I spent five years of my life in a relationship with, spent the last three years living with, person I loved so much, my best friend was killed this morning in a car crash. She was on her way to teach a class of kids who loved her so much.

I’m going to miss you so much. <3